This is my papa. I miss him so much. This was his b-day party. He died from canser 2 years ago. Canser used to be a least consern of mine, but now when it killed him, it is like a feirce demon I must deafet. I miss hm so much. If you can't feel my pain pretend your father died right now! You would care! You would cry! That's how I feel! Canser murdered my father! He's dead! He can't see all of my conserts in my band, my birth days, my drama play, he is missing all of my life. I still remember my last words to him. You should cry about these words. They were "I love you Papa" I'm glad those were my last words. Treat your parents like the will die tomarrow. Do you want your last words to be "I hate you!"?

Jelosy

Ever been jelous of someone? I have, many, many times. Someone who is prettier, smarter, liked more, your crushes girlfriend, your best friend? It all hurts. Most of the time it seems like it shouldn't. But it dose. My jelouly is raging from someone Kody said to be his " best chick-friend ever". That hurt. I didn't know why though. Mabey because I seemed to be fadeing from his best buds photo? Or his move caused far away frendship problems? I don't know what, but we all know it hurts.

My best friend

Hey this is my best friend Jessica! She is really girly but I don't care at all! Me and her a kinda diffrent actully. But we never ever leave one another in hope of nothing. She is always there unlike Some people! Who turn to me and say so what? Or your prob. Deal with it. All those people who leave the alone in the dust someone should show them wat it is like! I've been alone a lot. Guess who was there for me? Jessica, a true friend!

My cosin, Nana's party

Hey wats up. I went to nana's b-day party last night. I was partie'n until 11:40!! It was awesome! Now my cosin Cherokee is here. And My uncle chris, and my Aunt Sam are her too. They brought guitar hero 3 for the wii and the wii! I was play'n Ledgend of Zelda Twilight princess for wii. It was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

Depression

i felt depression for 2 days straght! i hate it so much. Mostly when your friends don't understand your horrible mood.

9/11

this is another 9/11 story. very good. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zX1lefRNmLo

Drama

I went to drama! it was awesome! So tottally radical!Next time you have a chance to adition for drama u have too!!!!!!!

Today is the day!

Today is the day i get to go to school in Mr.Kirk's class at 4:40. Get there at 5:00. The session is 5:00-6:30! I can't wait to get my lines and practice practice pratice! But right now it is 3:52. So 38 more min.!

my favorite songs

Cascada:maricle- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iphw_91d4ck

Never ending dream- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_s4RxFWq6Q

My blue emos!I'm blue- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGsdmatheSk

Titanic- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtS45bh_INY

Fushigi yugi!- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8FdKXb0drA

Bumble bee- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZEZcmSpioQ

Toy box: best friend- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAfu2MBYEew
for kody

KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE!- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imTCCOkpWio

this is also a very very sad movie. I cried! I just love the song to it watch the movie when ever you can. ok.
Air- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSuvfbJSU7M

ok i gotta get off the puter so no more! bye bye!

P.S to watch the movies hghlight the url and click copy then go delete all the things u have in your adress bar the right click on that and click paste then enter!!

Big news!

Guess what! I got excepted in to Drama! And we are doin the play Pollyanna! Susi my best friend has the lead part as pollanna! And i am Pollyanna's best friend Mary-louise! I got a big part! I am so happy tommarow (january 24) i am goin to get my lines! Can't wait!

See my wisdom

I unlock a 100 numbered code to a lock of a heart.Pay attention. If you break a lock on a locker, it will never open. It is locked forever. Don't break the lock of a fragil heart.

sadest thing

This is the sadest thing I have ever watched in my life! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOYF0bVYa1Y

Kody i am so sorry!

I am so sorry kody! I didn't mean it my heart was just broken! Torn in half! But because you don't like me I saw an old crush of mine, and.........He kind of patched it up. His name is Jared Erickson. I saw him at my B-day celebration at Jupin Jupiter a skateing rank and I fell head over heels for him again! I'm so very sorry though! Please forgve me.

Photo Time!

this is my bff jessca

Dance

You know how I posted he said he would go to the dance. Well I said the school wouldn't let him! But i am gonna go with my Friends so I'm okay!

Wow!

long time no post!lol. Well let's see....... sadly I can't play the flute.So now I'm in a Band in school playing the Clarinet! YAY! It's really easy so far! One of my Bff's was in the nws paper. You thinking cool lucky him.Nope.He was hit by the sewr leak in muskegon and he has leg bone canser! I feel so bad for him! Ummmm any more events?I asked kody kidder to the end of the year dance. He said he would love to go as friends,no more than that,but he's not sure if his mom would drive him from hesparia to hart for a dance so mabey!Well........I think thats it so far! Bye!

hi stacey!!!!!!!!!!

hi hi hi hi

HI!

I know my friends are on!( at least they should be) Because i sent them an email! so sup! This girl i made at http://www.cartoondollemporium.com/ go there it rocks! you'll see more ont hig page all along it so just warnin ya! lol! so how's it goin? huh huh? lol. gez am i weid go ahead ask any one i am really weird! lol! every one in my family is though so.well coment peps k all i got for comments is me and my nana.img height="66" alt="Burning Heart" src="http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/36/36_3_22.gif" width="66" border="0" /> bocey bounce!

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okey you can't read that one down there what bout this one. you can read it if you click on it.

forgot me?

here is somthing i made about me so read it to see what i like still or now?