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A little Love...

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown

God is closest to those with broken hearts. ~Jewish Saying

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated. ~Lamartine

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ~Author Unknown

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends. ~Gwyneth Paltrow

I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown

Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown

You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless. ~Stelle Atwater

Maybe part of loving is learning to let go. ~From the television show The Wonder Years

I prithee send me back my heart,

Since I cannot have thine;

For if from yours you will not part,

Why, then, shouldst thou have mine? ~John Suckling

It's a Slow life....

Alright...life is pretty slow right now...not doing much, but I just found some pictures from my violin recital so there they are.

Single...

Short-lived, eh? Well, Ryan and I did, in fact, break up. We both still REALLY like each other, but he thought we went to fast (I believe we went to slow...). He thought we should get to know each other a little better. (Maybe he was like Doug and just didn't like me anymore...) Anywho, he still wants to be friends. So...that's nice...I guess... I've been having dreams about him all the time now.... So...here we go:
Well...

First one:

We were actually on a date at his house (which, oddly enough, I've never actually been to) and we went swimming and we picked up seashells on the beach, watched the sunset, walked to the pier laughed and talked the entire time it was so real...

Second~

Kay we were in the MAGICAL hogwarts like place XD This one was totally unreal XD And we were playing cards and then it started pouring and the floor suddenly turned into an ocean and it became really dark and stopped raining and I made a canoe appear and we both got in it and we went around on the boat just talking and laughing
the end. XD

Last one:

this one is more of a nightmare... =(
it was the first day at this highschool I've dreamed about this highschool MILLIONS of times and Ryan was going to this school to. XD But anyways As we were going in I accidently bumped into him and he turned and glared at me then as we were in I tripped and grabbed his arm and he shook me off and walked away (holy heart breaking) then we registered and he was gone and we went in for breakfast and there was this b-tch there who kept saying I was an idiot after I beat the h-ll out of her I sat down alone at a single booth (yeah there were booths instead of tables) and I looked at the menu (yeah A menu..XD) I saw Ryan with that Autumn chick next to my booth and they talked and laughed and all that crap and then she bumped her leg against his and they entwined legs

Kyler said:
it sounds like to me your mind is showing three sides of ryan...the 1st one showed a lovey dovey ryan, the 2nd one showed a ryan that seemed more like a friend, and the 3rd dream showed him as a complete jerk....i think your mind wants you to get rid of him...but your heart wants to stay beside him...

Well...my life is complicated, but:
"Everything gets better in the end. If it's not better, it's not the end."
Speaking of quotes! I have a nifty one right here:

~"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you."

I made Kyler a blog today...=P It's cool, and I am totally proud of myself~
www.thebrainofkyler.blogspot.com
check out my work!
Welp, that's it! See ya later! <3

Freshmen!

I am a FRESHMAN! Yes! I have become FRESHMEN SCUM!! Now, why is that a good thing? Well, I am one step closer to becoming my dream! A lot has happened since I last posted on here! Well, at the moment I have started a relationship with the oh-so-amazing cello player in my intermediate orchestra.. =) Ryan, the boy, is so sweet and talented!
I passed ALL my final exams to get out of eighth grade! YAY! I get a high school credit in Physical Science too! Next year I take SUPER easy classes! So I'm totally excited! I want Mr. Ramirez for a teacher next year~ In my yearbook Mr. Kirk wrote, "See you next fall!". Because he's retiring, you know what that means? PROMISED spot in HIGH SCHOOL theater! YAY!
I've also been inspired by Ryan to take dance classes. I wish to take ballroom....
Um...what was I going to type...?
Oh right! I've been drawing again! So those drawings are going to go up as soon as I get home! (I'm babysitting right now...)
I'll see you all LATER! :D Hopefully I'll update this more often~
BAII-BAII!
~Jennifer Walker

At the Library

Well, I'm at the library right now after finishing my Poe Biography, and I had some time to spare. No homework or anyting...so here I am. Well all of my friends (Amber Croff, Alex Woodbury, Kyler McQuestion) are all here and ironically all going home at 4:30pm just like I am. So Kyler is next to me on the computer right now, and it's kinda funny.

Kyler is awesome. My best friend I guess you could say. My drama buddy. Lol. Now he's reading it...<_<... So....yeah. This blog thing is HARD to remember to write in. The HAPL is the only place I really remember all the time to write it in. I wish we could IM though. It would make it much cooler, but....we can't...

I saw Susi today again. I missed her so much...

Math- Ruined my day. Talk about BORING!

Science- I did all the work on a Lab Experiement

Reading- Was fun, like always.

English- The .

US History- Kinda boring today, but I still love it.

Band- Same ol' same ol'...

Advisory- Got all my work done except for my Poe Biography. Which I just finished.

I hope you guys actually read these. Hard to tell when no one comments. Oh well.

I am now offically part of the White Lake Jounior Community Orcestra. I play violin still! Go me!! Lol. Well talk to everyone later...BAII!! :D

INSANE!!

Here's the insane story:

Okay, I was practicing violin and suddenly I was REALLY Hot. So I was like sweating, and I was like, "Jeesh, it's hot." and my teacher was wearing a sweatshirt, and she was like, "What?" Confused because she was cold So we're playing, and suddenly I get really sick to my stomach, so I set my violin down and ask to go to the bathroom, I'm not even sure I can make it because I feel so sick so, I start to walk to go there, and I suddenly begin to black out. I can no longer walk in a straight line, and I'm dizzy and confused. Everything is black, except a partial view out of one eye So I'm freaking out in my mind, while my ears are ringing really loud, and I collapse into a chair, and I sit aginast it, and I'm still in a state of blacking out They're rushing around trying to find out what to do and I'm sweating insanely all over, and I'm zoned out. I couldn't hear anything unless you were up right next to me, talking. I wasn't really thinking anything, just zoned out and so they give me these little gerber gummy things, and some water and my vision comes back, and everything seems to be fine after that

...*Sniff Sniff* =(

Well, I had a chance to go to a party at Susi's Aunt's house, but instead the day before I found a rash on my torso. So I was a little scared, not know what it was from, or what it really was, so I went home.

So, now I found out it's really just a rash from the water at Grace Adventures. Oh well.

Well, gonna go do something worth my wild today I guess.

Baii Baii!

~Jennifer

Thanks Andrew!

Special thanks to Andrew for reminding me about this thinga-ma-gig! ^_^

Well, I'm doing pretty good I guess. I miss school already, and all of my friends. They're awesome. Some pictures of my latest drawings up there. Pretty cool... Well, I've been trying to get ahold of Jackson, but he seems to be gone a lot. ;_; Sad....

Grandma Marsha is in the hospital right now. She's in critial condition, but the doctor said she's slowly getting better. That's the up side. I'm missing her so much already...

Anywho, have a nice day, summer, or whatever you're doing!

<3Jen

Aloha From Jenny!

Boom! New 8th grader in the house! I'm totally rocked for this new year! I get to have some more GREAT teachers! I'm excited! 7th grade teachers were amazing too! I loved them! As an official 8th grader, I'm running for Student Body President! Just like a LOT of our 8th graders...SCARY!

I miss everyone already! I've only seen Susi, and Susi might be going to South Dakota! ;.; Terrible isn't it!? I'm going to hate it. She's my life!

Violin lessons are starting soon. I'm going to rock that violin! I need to start playing my clarinet more often too! Nana says so. It will help my mouth in the long run. Even though it's a clarinet not a Bass, I'll be fine. Same muscles.

Well, gotta run! It's almost 11pm and I'm tired. I need a shower! Love love love love looooove! -Jenny <3

Let's update!

Wow, I really need to pay attention to this more!

Well, the drama show went great! I hope you saw it! I would love to thank the WHOLE cast of "Little Red: Life In The Hood" for doing a great!

Well, it's spring break now! Which is so awesome! I'm glad it's finally here! Tomorrow I have a "Movie Madness" night with some of my friends! It's going to be a blast! I just need to make a few more calls!

I would also like to thank my Science teacher Mr. Calvin Ackley for inspiring my Christan beliefs, and not getting annoyed with my constant questions! Thanks for answering every one of those questions!

Now that spring is around the corner, so is Track! I'm really hyped up for it!! I hope I find out my second event I want to do. All I know right now is Shot Put. I'm sure I can do that. Mrs. Woodbury said I'd be good at Pole Vault. However, that thing looks pretty intimidating! I'm sure I want to do something like that! What do you think??

Well, I finally got on this thing, and now I've got to get off! Nice to blog again though! Bye-Bye!!

~Let's Talk About Vampires~

Is it just me, or does Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn make girls:

• Search the World for a Vampire (Then beg them to bite her!)
• Throw sparkles on their boyfriends. (Lol!)
• Cry about a BOOK! (I have, and still do.)
• Google Vampires (^_^ Tee-Hee~)
• Finally figure out, they are vampires. (Like me, Alice, and Emmett!)
• Try to figure out what blood taste like. (It's quite good actually.)

Weird isn't it? I am a Vampire. I KNOW I am. I'm Jasper Hale( If you want to know who he is. GO READ TWILIGHT~!) I have razor sharp teeth too~

You dis twilight, Alice, Emmett and I will hunt you down. We WILL change your mind (A.K.A Draw blood until you agree.) ^_^ Thank you for enjoying my amazing VAMPIRE blog.

P.S Go see Brittany's blog! ( www.brittany-vampire.blogspot.com ) Yay~ Lubs~ <3>

Best eva~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBSVzoB4H5w

PICTURES!!

Wow I was bored. So I was drawing!~

Amyama. Cutie?

Jasper!!!!!

Suki~

Poems~!

Gotta love my friends for giving me poems. So, why not share them?

Here goes....Nothing?

Raven Smith's:

When She’s not near you
Draw me near
When she is near
I disappear
Your changing for the better
I still wish you never met her
I’m changing too
But I still love you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
People are changing
People are rearranging
Friendships are lying
Friendships are dying
But one thing I know for sure
You don’t love her!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Left and right
You always fight
Can’t you stay with me?
Just because she’s pretty
Just because she’s nice
Doesn’t mean she’s right!
I’m the one for you
You’re the one for me
Can’t you see?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Every time I look you in the face
I see Grace
Every time I look you in the eyes
I wish we didn’t have to die.

Thomas & Jennifer:


Jolly Rancher Suckers
Jolly Rancher Sucks are really great
The taste is pure and sweet
Share some with your mate
Have some to eat!

Your face puckers
Sour but good
It's a great sucker
I know you would
Share

Give one to Tom
He likes them too
They're the bomb!
They are great to Chew

Don't forget to chew
Or you'll choke
Or get the sucker flu!
Drink it down with a coke~

Like I said, they're the best
Share with your friends
Or they won't let you rest
This is the end of our
Sticky Yummy
Mess

Bravos! No? I love her poems. Truly inspiring~

Here are some quotes from random people. Thomas, Brittney, Raven, and I.

Quotes, by the best!:
Thomas Stoneman:

Open up your eyes, see like me. Open up your plans, and your free!


With every new trouble comes a new pain, but after awhile your just blank. Nothing to feel or say.

Jennifer Walker:

Love the hated. Help the Lost. Kiss the tears. Enjoy the smiles. Pick up the pieces. Solve the Puzzle.....

Hugs and drugs. Aren't they both addicting?

The brain is a wonderful organ. Starts working when you wake up, and stops when you get to school.

A smile is worth a million tears.

Writing: The opposite of wronging on paper!

Brittney Wise:

Isn't it ironic? We adore those who ignore us, and ignore those who adore us.

Isn't it ironic? We hurt those we love, and love those who hurt us.

Twilight: My anti-Drug.

One day you'll wake up and say, "Wow, she really did love me." And I'll be waking up with the man who already knew.

I love all of these. Very true (Especially the Twilight one~) Well, hope you enjoyed~! Buh-Baii~!

Drama!!!!

Has it truly come?! Can you be serious beyond all?! It has!! I have tried out for Drama and my results come in tomorrow!!! I'm soooo excited! I'm almost hopping up and down in my chair. If I don't make it, I won't be too happy though. I'll just raise my chin, and deal with it I guess. I can always try again next year. When I'm a blazing 8th grader! Can you believe it's so close? I'm quite shocked myself. Any who, have a great day! Wish me luck!

Hart Public Libary Is An Adventure~

It's Jennifer posting from the Hart Public Library again (HPL)! I just walked (What seemed a mile) though snowing and blowing and ice! It was cold, and my back hurt from my bag full of books! I'm dying for a Red Pop right now! That stuff is Good~!

Well yesterday I learned my lesson. Never, ever ever, wrestle with Evan. Lolz. I ended up with a jammed finger, that I swear it broken!! It hurts A LOT! Nana said it proably needs to be pulled. I told her she was crazy if she thought I was going to pull on a finger that hurt like heck when you didn't touch it! She's so silly~ Any who, this stupid computer has a timer on it! A T-I-M-E-R. Lolz. I have 1 hour 46 minutes and 39 seconds left. They let you stay on the computer for 2 hours. Crazy people.

I have Math and Social Studies homework today. Which, I guess isn't that bad. The math is challenging, but not hard. And Social Studies is boring old labeling the map. I don't understand WHY we need to know about country names. Right now we're labeling Africa. Their countries names are awesome. Like "Zimbabwe"! That's sweet! Ours are boring. "MT Kilimanjaro" or the "Appalachian Mountains". You tell me which one is better.

Rock Band II is amazing! The songs rock, and they're challenging but fun. (Unlike Math. Lolz) Well, I should probably get off and do my homework. Darn...... Syanora! Hola! Baii!

Another One?!

Yay! Another Snow day! Two snow days in a row~ Maybe three if I'm lucky? I hope so, I love long breaks! My break is being extended, but I guess so are my school days if this keeps up. O.O OMG! That means no Drama!! No! School must come back!!! Quickly!!!!

Well, this was a short post. Nothing was really going on. The thin sheet of glassy ice that covers our drive way is VERY dangerous though. I'm afraid to walk down that hill. I'll fall!!! Oh well....here goes nothing?

School's Back in Session!

No! School has brutally snuck up on me! I hate it when it does that! Well, anyways, I had a great Christmas! I got so many things, I know when I tell people what I got I always forget one, but here it goes!

1. Wii
2. Rock Band II
3. Camera
4. Memory Card
5. Bracelet maker
6. Fall Out Boy CD (Thank you Remington!!!)
7. Practice for Beauty school (I'll get to explaining that soon~)
8. $30 (Thanks Uncle David and Aunt Linda)
9. A cute areopostel shirt!
10. A Burgundy sweat shirt (It's zip down, I needed one!)
11. 3 Manga books (The Last of the Fruit Baskets series!!!)
12. A 'Teen Bible'
13. A learn Japanese interactive CD Rom
14. A Japanese Language Map! (Lolz)

Did I miss any????? Those numbers make me look spoiled. Lolz~

Beauty School Practice

Okay, I said I got "Beauty School Practice" for Christmas. Well, I practiced on Nana for Collage! (It's a while away, I know. Lolz) I did her make-up and her hair for the (Late) Christmas party at Grandma Marsha's house. It was fun, and I did a pretty good job! Then, Evan and I came back a little early from the party. We went to our house and played Rock Band II (It's amazing!) While we went up the hill and what not, there was a thin sheet of clear glassy ice. Evan fell flat on his back, and I managed to grab myself before I fell. Nana fell too, when she got out of the truck. So I gave her a pedicure and a massage to sooth her aches. It's 5:20 am, so I hope she can sleep well.

*******THIS JUST IN********

I just got a call from my Uncle Don (He Lives Next Door~) I have no school today! However, I'm dressed, and showered. I was already! And I didn't have school. Doesn't that suck? That's horrible!!! I was perfectly up. Tomorrow I won't be able to get up. I need showers to wake me up. Lolz.

Well I hope to see you all soon! If I don't have school, I'm not staying up!

****Nitey Night****

The Drama Of Dances

Well, I went to the X-mas dance not to long ago. It was, fun. A lot of drama going on obviously. Well, on the last song. It was a slow song. Called 'Love Story' by Taylor Swift. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlbB7qt6v_0) It's a really sweet song.

Anyhow, Jackson asked me to dance. I didn't want to be mean, and it was the last song. So I danced with him. He was dancing wrong because I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he did the same to me. ^.^ However, I didn't want to embarrass him, so i kept it quiet. Well, we were dancing, and talked about random things, to keep it less awkward.

We talked about how our friends were totally enjoying all of it. I sang a little to the song. It was nice though. He was really sweet to me today. Except Stacey was making fun of us, so I ignored her all day.