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A little Love...

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author Unknown

God is closest to those with broken hearts. ~Jewish Saying

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated. ~Lamartine

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ~Author Unknown

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends. ~Gwyneth Paltrow

I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown

Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown

You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless. ~Stelle Atwater

Maybe part of loving is learning to let go. ~From the television show The Wonder Years

I prithee send me back my heart,

Since I cannot have thine;

For if from yours you will not part,

Why, then, shouldst thou have mine? ~John Suckling

It's a Slow life....

Alright...life is pretty slow right now...not doing much, but I just found some pictures from my violin recital so there they are.

Single...

Short-lived, eh? Well, Ryan and I did, in fact, break up. We both still REALLY like each other, but he thought we went to fast (I believe we went to slow...). He thought we should get to know each other a little better. (Maybe he was like Doug and just didn't like me anymore...) Anywho, he still wants to be friends. So...that's nice...I guess... I've been having dreams about him all the time now.... So...here we go:
Well...

First one:

We were actually on a date at his house (which, oddly enough, I've never actually been to) and we went swimming and we picked up seashells on the beach, watched the sunset, walked to the pier laughed and talked the entire time it was so real...

Second~

Kay we were in the MAGICAL hogwarts like place XD This one was totally unreal XD And we were playing cards and then it started pouring and the floor suddenly turned into an ocean and it became really dark and stopped raining and I made a canoe appear and we both got in it and we went around on the boat just talking and laughing
the end. XD

Last one:

this one is more of a nightmare... =(
it was the first day at this highschool I've dreamed about this highschool MILLIONS of times and Ryan was going to this school to. XD But anyways As we were going in I accidently bumped into him and he turned and glared at me then as we were in I tripped and grabbed his arm and he shook me off and walked away (holy heart breaking) then we registered and he was gone and we went in for breakfast and there was this b-tch there who kept saying I was an idiot after I beat the h-ll out of her I sat down alone at a single booth (yeah there were booths instead of tables) and I looked at the menu (yeah A menu..XD) I saw Ryan with that Autumn chick next to my booth and they talked and laughed and all that crap and then she bumped her leg against his and they entwined legs

Kyler said:
it sounds like to me your mind is showing three sides of ryan...the 1st one showed a lovey dovey ryan, the 2nd one showed a ryan that seemed more like a friend, and the 3rd dream showed him as a complete jerk....i think your mind wants you to get rid of him...but your heart wants to stay beside him...

Well...my life is complicated, but:
"Everything gets better in the end. If it's not better, it's not the end."
Speaking of quotes! I have a nifty one right here:

~"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you."

I made Kyler a blog today...=P It's cool, and I am totally proud of myself~
www.thebrainofkyler.blogspot.com
check out my work!
Welp, that's it! See ya later! <3

Freshmen!

I am a FRESHMAN! Yes! I have become FRESHMEN SCUM!! Now, why is that a good thing? Well, I am one step closer to becoming my dream! A lot has happened since I last posted on here! Well, at the moment I have started a relationship with the oh-so-amazing cello player in my intermediate orchestra.. =) Ryan, the boy, is so sweet and talented!
I passed ALL my final exams to get out of eighth grade! YAY! I get a high school credit in Physical Science too! Next year I take SUPER easy classes! So I'm totally excited! I want Mr. Ramirez for a teacher next year~ In my yearbook Mr. Kirk wrote, "See you next fall!". Because he's retiring, you know what that means? PROMISED spot in HIGH SCHOOL theater! YAY!
I've also been inspired by Ryan to take dance classes. I wish to take ballroom....
Um...what was I going to type...?
Oh right! I've been drawing again! So those drawings are going to go up as soon as I get home! (I'm babysitting right now...)
I'll see you all LATER! :D Hopefully I'll update this more often~
BAII-BAII!
~Jennifer Walker